Yesterday night i am crying for 4 hour.
sleepless + tired
a thing that i worry to happen finally happened.
When i step in to AUDITION
i realise something LOST
i keep press this press that
i have to accept i LOST my audi COUPLE RING
the HOLY RING,level 21.
waiting for the update but the wish are forever GONE.
no more promise.
Than,i rush go to msn asking for the TRUE.
He do really Click the Button.
He do it!
one years plus we earning & he just click it in one second.
how hurt am i.
Althought i have boy friend now!
but you are not SUPPOSE to do it!
i have my property to know!
we put many effort,use very long time to earn it together.
everything is gone.
my heart is BROKEN.
totally broken.
No One understand how i feel.
you break the RING
and
you do break my heart too.
the reason i get is becoz CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
without any discuss & explain.
he decided himself!
he is selfish!
I Hate Him.
He hurt me deeply.
deep and deeply.
i cant breath well.
i feel LOST,UPSET and BREAKDOWN.
I feel sick.
my tears just non-stop come out from my eye,
likes paip water.
never stop.
my keyboaard all my tears
my keyboard all the tears that i keeping for so long.
very long time i never cry but now i do!
i cry without voice,
cry likes a MAD WOMAN.
yes i do it!
almost 4 hour.
sit in front of pc.
people say cry out will feel better
but i feel more bad,
i cry till no energy.
cry till sleepy
but my brain just EMPTY.
he just OFF n Go like that.
And leave me a msg after that.
RUBBISH!
i hate him.
deeply deeply.
he tell me he do love me,
thinkinf of me.
but why?
always must last minutes only let me know?
why when i am waiting for you you not there?
why not care me just a lil more?
why everything must you break it?
why u say u love me u never show it?
why?
why?
who tell me why?
I already tell you all the TRUE yesterday.
no more thing i can tell.
no more thing i can do.
i accept what u did.
whatever will be.
Thanks for the HURT.
Thanks for everything that you did.
You tell me IT'S NOT GOODBYE
but u never tell me what i should do!
you never let me know how i can do now!
I ask you do u want me get off from ur life,
you say NO
but...
i never have any answer from you.
In the message.
you say:
I sorry for doing wrong thing.
I still young, not enough experience.
I said again if you happy with him,
u be with him ba,
i will jux wish you...
Last long..
I AM CRYING after see ur message.
I never reply you.
now i reply here.
the very last message for you.
i say:
Your sorry is not use for me.
your sorry not make me feel better.
what you did showing how deep you hurt me.
you not feel it but i do get it deeply.
I get hurt finally.
Thanks for your wish,
If this is your wish,
i will be with him happily.
Goodbye,My Love!
I will promise myself,
no more tears drop for you,
drop because of you,
no more,
and no more..
you will never see me anymore.
and anymore..
Good Bye.
sleepless + tired
a thing that i worry to happen finally happened.
When i step in to AUDITION
i realise something LOST
i keep press this press that
i have to accept i LOST my audi COUPLE RING
the HOLY RING,level 21.
waiting for the update but the wish are forever GONE.
no more promise.
Than,i rush go to msn asking for the TRUE.
He do really Click the Button.
He do it!
one years plus we earning & he just click it in one second.
how hurt am i.
Althought i have boy friend now!
but you are not SUPPOSE to do it!
i have my property to know!
we put many effort,use very long time to earn it together.
everything is gone.
my heart is BROKEN.
totally broken.
No One understand how i feel.
you break the RING
and
you do break my heart too.
the reason i get is becoz CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
without any discuss & explain.
he decided himself!
he is selfish!
I Hate Him.
He hurt me deeply.
deep and deeply.
i cant breath well.
i feel LOST,UPSET and BREAKDOWN.
I feel sick.
my tears just non-stop come out from my eye,
likes paip water.
never stop.
my keyboaard all my tears
my keyboard all the tears that i keeping for so long.
very long time i never cry but now i do!
i cry without voice,
cry likes a MAD WOMAN.
yes i do it!
almost 4 hour.
sit in front of pc.
people say cry out will feel better
but i feel more bad,
i cry till no energy.
cry till sleepy
but my brain just EMPTY.
he just OFF n Go like that.
And leave me a msg after that.
RUBBISH!
i hate him.
deeply deeply.
he tell me he do love me,
thinkinf of me.
but why?
always must last minutes only let me know?
why when i am waiting for you you not there?
why not care me just a lil more?
why everything must you break it?
why u say u love me u never show it?
why?
why?
who tell me why?
I already tell you all the TRUE yesterday.
no more thing i can tell.
no more thing i can do.
i accept what u did.
whatever will be.
Thanks for the HURT.
Thanks for everything that you did.
You tell me IT'S NOT GOODBYE
but u never tell me what i should do!
you never let me know how i can do now!
I ask you do u want me get off from ur life,
you say NO
but...
i never have any answer from you.
In the message.
you say:
I sorry for doing wrong thing.
I still young, not enough experience.
I said again if you happy with him,
u be with him ba,
i will jux wish you...
Last long..
I AM CRYING after see ur message.
I never reply you.
now i reply here.
the very last message for you.
i say:
Your sorry is not use for me.
your sorry not make me feel better.
what you did showing how deep you hurt me.
you not feel it but i do get it deeply.
I get hurt finally.
Thanks for your wish,
If this is your wish,
i will be with him happily.
Goodbye,My Love!
I will promise myself,
no more tears drop for you,
drop because of you,
no more,
and no more..
you will never see me anymore.
and anymore..
Good Bye.
